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borderline

by teamonade

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1.
weighed down 04:10
feeling weighed down down down down down by my pocket change dizzy drowsy don’t look down not high, prescribed taking pills, doctors orders don’t skip over don’t get sober tell me what you believe in what makes life worth living i’m just trying to make it better is it a cycle of regret ? am i just fucked in the head ? too fucked to get out of bed leaving messages on read i need a job and i’m sorry i haven’t done shit in weeks said my physique is just week my actions for me they speak yes i’m a trope yes nothing but an archetype untie the rope somebody tell me when the time is right turn on my soundtrack the silence makes me nervous up my prozac doc said he’s doing me a service need to leave right now now now now living on my own no evidence of competence constantly told i’m unfit
2.
young 03:58
isolation is no different than socialization makes me feel no different you're much too young to be thinking of these things too young too young let the grown ups handle it when is it my turn hand me the flame i'm ready to burn give me the book i'm ready to learn where is my prize what have i earned congratulations you made it this far what's this sensation? where do i start i'm much too young to be thinking of these things too young, too young and i don't feel any different guess i'm up next who wants my place? i took a test and got an A does it connect how does it relate can i use it in an every day situation? i took a test and got an a why do i still feel the same someone tell me is this correct tell me why i should try my best what is my best is it enough? what is the point in acting so tough in the end we're all gonna die i hope i at least get to say bye yesterday is no different than today makes me feel no different tomorrow will make me feel the same as it's yesterday did and its yesterday's tomorrow will
3.
invisible 03:12
what day is it do my clothes still fit memories dont stick complacent stuck in the basement down here im content down here's time well spent invisible soft spoken words chokin dont say im broken invisible
4.
impulse 03:13
bought a junk car bought a junk car wanted to get away took it for a spin and it broke down the very next day shady salesman said "the deal of the century" i should know by now when people are tryna take advantage of me blinded by my impulses the thought process is repulsive i'm wasting all my money nose is always runny suck it up and jump the gun don't think of repercussions i'm taking everybody down with me packed my shit up didn't know where tf to go parents offering to let me move back home they gotta big house but i always gotta watch my tone i'm just tired of sticking with what i've always known blinded by my impulses the thought process is compulsive life's a fucking joke everything is funny shoot me with a water gun forget there are precautions i'm taking everybody down with me

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osi on vocals and guitar and piano
ryan on drums
tj on bass

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released July 23, 2021

recorded, mixed, mastered by steven blake warstler
stevenblakemix@gmail.com

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teamonade Bowling Green, Ohio

u ever go to mcdonalds and your beverage of choice would always be the sweet tea mixed with the minute maid lemonade and one day they just got rid of the lemonade so now you're just filled with rage

produced & engineered by steven blake warstler
stevenblakemix@gmail.com
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