1. |
weighed down
04:10
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feeling weighed down
down down down down
by my pocket change
dizzy drowsy don’t look down
not high, prescribed
taking pills, doctors orders
don’t skip over don’t get sober
tell me what you believe in
what makes life worth living
i’m just trying to make it better
is it a cycle of regret ?
am i just fucked in the head ?
too fucked to get out of bed
leaving messages on read
i need a job and i’m sorry
i haven’t done shit in weeks
said my physique is just week
my actions for me they speak
yes i’m a trope yes
nothing but an archetype
untie the rope
somebody tell me when the time is right
turn on my soundtrack
the silence makes me nervous
up my prozac
doc said he’s doing me a service
need to leave
right now now now now
living on my own
no evidence of competence
constantly told i’m unfit
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2. |
young
03:58
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isolation
is no different than
socialization
makes me feel no different
you're much too young
to be thinking of these things
too young too young
let the grown ups handle it
when is it my turn
hand me the flame
i'm ready to burn
give me the book
i'm ready to learn
where is my prize
what have i earned
congratulations
you made it this far
what's this sensation?
where do i start
i'm much too young
to be thinking of these things
too young, too young
and i don't feel any different
guess i'm up next
who wants my place?
i took a test
and got an A
does it connect
how does it relate
can i use it in an every day
situation?
i took a test
and got an a
why do i
still feel the same
someone tell me
is this correct
tell me why i should try my best
what is my best
is it enough?
what is the point in acting so tough
in the end we're all gonna die
i hope i at least get to say bye
yesterday is no different than
today
makes me feel no different
tomorrow will make me feel the same as it's yesterday did and its yesterday's tomorrow will
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3. |
invisible
03:12
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what day is it
do my clothes still fit
memories dont stick
complacent
stuck in the basement
down here im content
down here's time well spent
invisible
soft spoken
words chokin
dont say im broken
invisible
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4. |
impulse
03:13
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bought a junk car bought a junk car wanted to get away
took it for a spin and it broke down the very next day
shady salesman said "the deal of the century"
i should know by now when people are tryna take advantage of me
blinded by my impulses
the thought process is repulsive
i'm wasting all my money
nose is always runny
suck it up and jump the gun
don't think of repercussions
i'm taking everybody down with me
packed my shit up didn't know where tf to go
parents offering to let me move back home
they gotta big house but i always gotta watch my tone
i'm just tired of sticking with what i've always known
blinded by my impulses
the thought process is compulsive
life's a fucking joke
everything is funny
shoot me with a water gun
forget there are precautions
i'm taking everybody down with me
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day they just got rid of the lemonade so now you're just filled with rage
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